| “one of thereasons for anxiety and depression in the high attainers is that they’re nothaving good relationships. They’re busy making money and attending tothemselves and that means that there’s less room in their lives for love andattention and caring and empathy and the things that truly count” – RichardRyan |
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| About 3 months ago, I told you a story. Today, I'm going to tell you another. If only if you even want to listen. You see, for the past 3 months.. something changed. And because of that one thing, I experienced a whirlwind of emotions. I dont know how to put into words. To really describe it. It's crazy. I feel like a changed person. Like no one esle even matters to me.. not even the people I know the longest or have been there for me like forever. I dont really know whats that feeling but you see, my heart is about to break. I have never cry so much in my entire life. |
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It has been a crazy half a year.
A year ago,
I would tell you a different story,
changes are inevidentable.
I drifted apart from a few people.
I had issues.
And alienation was a form of self-protection for me.
But you see I miss my bestfriend and I wish I could tell her all these things and more.
Like maybe the guy that I think is really hot.
Or my troubles. Or something esle.
But the thing is i'm always saying the wrong things at the wrong time.
And I ended up hurting people unintentionally too.
So I go back to my bed,
go under my blanket.
Wishing everything will go away.
But things doesn't work that way
not anymore,
once you're an adult. |
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| This is where the chapter ends
And new one out begins
Time has come for letting go
The hardest part is when you know
All of these years when we were here are ending
But I'll always remember
We have had the time of our lives
And now the page is turned
The stories we will write
We have had the time of our lives
And I will not forget the faces left behind
It's hard to walk away from the best of days
But if it has to end, I'm glad you have been my friend
In the time of our lives
Where the water needs the land
There is shifting in the sand
Like the tight that ebbs and floods
Memories will gone and go
All of these years when we were here are ending
But I'll always remember
We have had the time of our lives
And now the page is turned
The stories we will write
We have had the time of our lives
And I will not forget the faces left behind
It's hard to walk away from the best of days
But if it has to end, I'm glad you have been my friend
In the time of our lives
We say goodbye, we hold on tight
To these memories that never die
We say goodbye, we hold on tight
To these memories that never die
We have had the time of our lives
And now the page is turned
The stories we will write
We have had the time of our lives
And I will not forget the faces left behind
It's hard to walk away from the best of days
But if it has to end, I'm glad you have been my friend
In the time of our lives |
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| ily = I barely do. Love you = I do, but I don’t at the same time. I love you = Trust me. I mean it. 
I've been disappointed so many times, not caring is almost a reflex. </3 
You can't help who you love but the choice is yours whether to stay with someone who doesn't appreciate you or leave 
It's stupid to hold onto something that just keeps hurting you, but it's also stupid to let go of everything you ever wanted. 
People say you don't know what you've got till its gone. Truth is, you knew what you had, you just thought you'd never lose them |
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